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I’d say it’s a wakeup call, but I’ve had so many of those that they’ve lost their impact

Last night I dreamed I got on a scale and it said I weighed 320 pounds.

It was so upsetting. :>

I don’t normally wake up right away from my upsetting dreams, or if I do I don’t remember it…instead I seem to go on to something else. So I didn’t remember the dream until I started getting ready for my day.

I hopped onto the scale just in case.

I’ve been maintaining, but I’m maintaining an all-time high weight (assuming I wasn’t higher during my first year of college, which is possible). I really don’t want to go above this. I’d really rather go down. But my eating habits have been so unhealthy due to my schedule…it’s hard to get up the gumption to cook a meal when you’ve been at work until 7 or 7:30 or 8 at night.

I just need to plan better and get my dinner prep done in the morning. I know this, I just haven’t done it.

I also haven’t been packing lunch like I should. I’m getting tired of Healthy Choice dinners, yogurt, granola bars, and raisins, so I tend to go out for lunch several times a week.

And the exercise just isn’t there.

If I don’t want to be unhealthy for the rest of my life, I need to start doing something.