Today I finally told everyone involved what I had chosen. I can’t get into details here because my decision was of a professional nature, but suffice it to say that I am happy where I am, I feel an ownership of what I do, and I am lucky that others appreciate me and fought to get me what I needed.
Before announcing my decision, I felt calm, and afterwards, I spent the rest of the day in a sort of hazy euphoria. There is no doubt in my mind that my decision was the right one, and I am excited about what the future will bring.
If you want details, feel free to ask privately :)