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What do I want to do?
posted at 10:57 PM  
I have to do something. We're at a standstill right now. We can't move forward. All we can do is maintain the status quo.
Sometimes I think I would be glad to get another job, any job, just so we'd have more income. But when I actually go looking, I usually dislike the idea of actually doing the jobs I feel I remotely have a shot at getting. I apply anyway, and I do my best to tailor my resume, and I never get called. (Or I do get called, and go through a bunch of interviews, and then end up not having enough experience after all, something you'd think they could have weeded out by looking at my resume...)
Today I was so depressed at the thought of all the things I want and can't have due to money that I went to bed for several hours. As I was lying there trying to go to sleep and get everything off my mind, I thought, "I need to decide what I want to do, and then do something about it every day." But all I could think of as I drifted off was "learn Japanese". I don't think there is a whole lot of demand for that here in Augusta.
I had an idea recently, and I'm still considering it, but there's a startup cost involved that may very well be prohibitive. I could host it on this webspace, but that would limit my space and other options. Even if I got it all set up, I would have to spend money in order to gather the content (I don't want to be specific here, in case I actually end up doing it). Bleh.
But I need to do something.
Damn it.
Comments
Why not work on getting the experience so that when you do go to those jobs, lack of experience won't hold you back? After education, experience is on eof the hardest things to get in ANY job. Noone wants to train people or give them a chance. Look into volunteer opportunities that would up your experience in what you're looking to have a career in.
Yeah.
So, what kind of career do I want? :D
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