I can’t have anything I want.

I can’t have a house. I can’t live in Japan. I can’t travel.

Do you know why that is?

It’s because I am a loser.

All these grand dreams, and no actual effort to achieve them.

No job.

No working on something to publish.

Zero progress on that “business idea” I kept hinting around about last year.

(Nothing about that secondary blog I was going to start, either.)

And all I do is spend my days avoiding the work I do have and should be doing.

I am a fucktard.

It’s a miracle I managed to graduate from college.