I’ve been sleeping too much again

I’ve been taking all kinds of naps. Yesterday I went to bed not long after I got home from work, and I stayed there until 4:15 am. Then I got up, but I was fully intending to go back to bed after a bit.

Sean headed to bed not long after I got up, and gave me some cash, saying, “When 9 rolls around, go grab us some hotcakes from McDonald’s.” Even now that we’ve been married over two years, sometimes I still have to ask him to repeat himself so I can understand what he said :> I don’t use the “rolls around” or “grab” constructions with any frequency, but he uses them all the time. You’d think I’d get used to them…

So anyway, I guess I’m staying up. Right now I’m adding more pictures to smugmug and captioning them. Whee.

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Responsibility where it counts

Josh wrote todayyesterday about what’s wrong with the US. He made some great points.

Take two films, let’s say Saving Private Ryan vs. oh, say Boogie Nights. Both were critically acclaimed and both are rated “R”. Let’s say you have children, and you are forced to let them watch one of the two movies. Which are you going to pick?

Chances are, you’ll probably say Saving Private Ryan. Because, in this country, violence is far more acceptable than nudity and sexual content. For instance, my seven year old brother has a very clear concept of murder and death, while he knows nothing of sex.

This scares me. Violence leads to death, destruction, pain. What does sex, nipples, nudity, and penises lead to? Usually fun, happiness, and the creation of life.

I couldn’t agree more.

However, after this he goes on to make the following argument:

Look at the conservative stance on abortion, war, and the death penalty. Don’t end a life before it’s born, and save the child and mother from suffering. Wait until the child has grown, is attached to life, and knows pain all too well. Then kill them, so the suffering will be greater.

I couldn’t disagree more.

First of all, let me be nitpicky and point out the flaw in this argument. The baby who was not aborted 30 years ago is not necessarily going to be the same person who is executed for murdering someone else. Making the argument in this way dehumanizes both.

But now let me respond to the heart of this argument.

I have honestly thought it strange that religious people don’t favor abortion. If there’s a heaven, and the child is going to come into a troubled world, then why not send it right to paradise? The answer to that question, of course, is that everyone is assumed in Christianity to have a soul…and so while the child would go to heaven, the person(s) responsible for killing it would go to hell. (Unless, of course, Jesus forgave them later.) This is, therefore, a selfish desire not to go to hell.

However, it also confuses me that atheists, people who believe there is nothing more to our life than what we have now, would so easily take from someone else the chance to experience life at all. The reason for this is that atheists don’t believe in souls. So, simplistically, we’re not killing a human with a soul, we’re sucking out some living cells and disposing of them.

This is the disconnect I fail to comprehend. Those cells are going to grow into a human being. Even if that human being doesn’t have a soul, you can hardly argue that people don’t have different personalities and abilities, and that every individual has the potential to affect the world in great ways. And while you can never truly know another person’s feelings, you can imagine that other people feel in ways that are similar to the way you feel. It’s nice to be able to feel. It’s what makes us human. Abortion means not giving another human being the chance to feel.

I’m not going to say that abortion should be outlawed, because as AJ has said, it’s a necessary evil. But I do feel strongly that all other options must be completely exhausted before abortion is even considered. And abortion should absolutely not be used as a form of birth control.

When a person gets an abortion, it is typically the decision of one or a handful of people. When a person is executed for committing a crime, however, it is the decision of a jury. I think this is a significant difference. If it can be shown that a person cannot be rehabilitated, that they will go back out into society and perpetuate the same crimes again, then I see the death penalty as a viable option. I also think lifetime incarceration is fine. I’m not going to complain about the cost of keeping someone in prison. The fact is, there are ways we could cut those costs. I don’t mean by changing the prisons into fortresses with no material comforts whatsoever, but instead by not throwing so many people charged with lesser crimes into jail. I think we should work harder to rehabilitate people who shoplift, for example. Take privileges away, fine them out the wazoo. Don’t automatically throw them into our already overcrowded prisons.

(I’m kind of with the libertarians when it comes to the drug issue. I think marijuana should probably be legalized for private, in-home use. That would knock out a significant portion of taxpayer expense towards the drug war. Driving while under the influence of marijuana should be an offense just like DUI, but I don’t believe it’s been shown that habitual marijuana use is going to kill you. I do think it affects your social life and your behavior, but so does alcohol, and Prohibition didn’t do us a damn bit of good.)

Josh didn’t really get into the “war” part of his argument. I heard an interesting idea on that once. I can’t for the life of me remember who said it. [I found it! Eric Burns, 2004.] Basically, it went like this: when the nation was considering going to war, a vote would be taken that would include only the people who would actually fight in the war. If the vote was for war, those people who voted yes would go first. People who didn’t vote would go second. People who voted no would be called last.

I remember that whoever posted it thought the results would be “interesting”. I think they’d be interesting, too, but not in the same way as the original poster, I’m sure. I think we have a lot of brave men and women in our armed forces who would vote yes in many situations.

Of course, if this were to go into effect then we would also need a structure that would keep the United States from causing future wars. Something that would let those same voters determine whether or not an economic policy or a trade deal or whatever might cause trouble down the road. In effect, we’d be letting the people who would go to war for the country determine the country’s path, because otherwise it wouldn’t be fair. It’s an interesting thought, but where does that leave the rest of us?

Josh leaves us with an important reminder.

Of course, the idea is that we suffer here on Earth, avoiding earthly pleasures so that when we’re dead and gone, we might have a chance to enter a magical fantasy land where all our dreams will come true.

Meanwhile, the Earth, and what we truly know to exist, the here and now, falls in ruin and decays.

Everyone should take this warning to heart, and start working towards ways to take better care of our planet and our people.

[Edit 2005/02/20 7:40 pm: According to this interesting editorial in the NYT:

Souls bearing the stain of original sin, we are told, do not merit salvation. That is why, according to traditional theology, unbaptized babies have to languish in limbo for all eternity.

This kind of destroys my “that makes no sense” argument concerning why Christians are against abortion. I guess that argument sounds familiar now, but I didn’t think of it before. I don’t think I was taught about “limbo” at all. Is that a Catholic thing?]

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More news.

I can’t escape all this news.

post-gazette.com: WB seeks revitalized cartoon franchise with new look for Bugs Bunny and friends

Yahoo! News – Oddly Enough: Nudists dine in New York style

Have you ever wanted to try going to a nudist resort? I have. I’ve taken nude baths in public before, and it didn’t really bother me. I think it would be liberating to go to a nude resort. I’m not sure how it would be to be naked in a restaurant, though. Probably really thrilling :>

IGN: Sith Opening Cannes: Final Star Wars film set for festival debut. (via Slashdot)

Because, you know, Star Wars is high cinema.

What is with all these fires in Nicholasville?

Okay, this is very good news. From Mainichi: Number of crimes committed by US servicemen in Okinawa halves

Good, good. Keep it in your pants, gentlemen :P

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The history of Louis Vuitton’s monogram

It would seem that the “Japonisme” art trend influenced the creation of the monogram which now peppers the handbags carried by all Japanese women. From Asahi:

“It started with a question: Why do the Japanese like Louis Vuitton so much?” says exhibition curator Kaori Ikeda.

“Then, after learning that Japan’s kamon family crests had an influence on Monogram, I wanted to let people know about it, so they could be proud of Japanese culture,” she said.

[…]

“The research group believes that Monogram derives from a balanced, global integration of Japonisme, Art Nouveau and the Gothic style,” Ikeda said.

A unique and interesting history for what has to be the ugliest monogram pattern in the universe.

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Political underhandedness, or simple savvy?

There’s been something of a controversy over Jason Whinghter, a Republican candidate for North Augusta City Councilman. From AikenOnline:

In the eyes of some Aiken County Republicans, the 27-year-old North Augusta City Council candidate may be a little too quick and keen.

They point to Mr. Whinghter’s deft footwork on the last filing day for the April 26 race, a day when eight-year incumbent Phil Mottel forgot to file his papers with the North Augusta Republican Party.

Instead of dialing up Mr. Mottel, a fellow Republican, with a reminder that Jan. 10 was the deadline, Mr. Whinghter stepped down as the city’s party chairman and declared his own candidacy.

With Mr. Mottel out of the picture, Mr. Whinghter is a prohibitive favorite to win one of the three at-large seats up for grabs in this bastion of Republican politics.

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There’s too much news in the world

I don’t want to be here, and I’ve got to be here until around 2 (maybe 4) today. So you’ll excuse me for doing a little websurfing.

(Or maybe you won’t; I really don’t care.)

GlobeandMail.com: British plant missing 30 kilograms of plutonium (via Slashdot)

Well, that’s great news. However:

The amount of material listed as missing at the Sellafield plant in northwestern England was “within international standards of expected measurement accuracies for closing a nuclear material balance at the type of facility concerned,” the authority said.

“There is no evidence to suggest that any of the apparent losses reported were real losses of nuclear material,” the authority added.

When in doubt, apply statistics.

Guardian Unlimited Online: Second sight (Via Slashdot)

Slashdot was mostly interested in how Britain is ahead of Australia is ahead of the US in TV piracy, but there are other interesting points in this article.

TV moguls are not as worried about this sort of piracy as music and film companies because they have already been pre-paid by advertising and, if they want to stop it, all they need do is take a leaf out of Hollywood’s book and do simultaneous releasing, cutting the problem off at source.

The interesting thing is whether the likes of BitTorrent will fast-forward the forces making television a database rather than serial experience. Even the fixture of television – the news bulletins – could be replaced by, say, Google TV gathering TV news clips from around the world just as it does printed news today.

I like that notion of television as a database experience.

Snopes.com Urban Legends Reference Pages: Dry Cleaning

So yeah, Snopes has all kinds of interesting facts about the household dryer for us today.

In a standard (gas) dryer, a fan pulls fresh air into the dryer and sends it flowing over a gas burner. The burner heats the air, which is then channeled into a tumbling drum where the wet clothes are held. The heat, air flow, and tumbling motion all contribute to evaporating the moisture held in the fabrics, and that moisture is absorbed by the gas-warmed air. (Warm air is capable of holding more moisture than cold air.) The warm air – and the moisture it now holds – passes through a filter to trap lint and other particulate matter stirred up by its movement and is vented to the outside so that it can be replaced with new, less-moist air. This process repeats until enough moisture has been evaporated and carried away for the clothes to be considered sufficiently “dry.”

In the same vein as the title of my previous post, “Your jacket is now dry.”

(I think I’d better clean that lint filter…)

And finally…SUVs are dangerous! From Yahoo! News – Oddly Enough:

A man barely escaped serious injury Thursday after a lit cigarette he tried to toss out the window while driving across the Bay Bridge blew back in and ignited the vehicle, according to the California Highway Patrol.

The unidentified man was driving westbound at about 10:40 a.m. when he tossed the cigarette out the window of his Ford Expedition, said CHP Officer Shawn Chase.

Carried by the wind, the cigarette landed in his back seat and almost immediately burst into flames. The man quickly pulled to the side of the road, and leapt from the flame-filled SUV, which continued rolling into a guard rail, Chase said.

That’s what you get for driving a vehicle with flammable seats!

;P

He said the man will likely face a misdemeanor charge for littering.

“We see people throwing cigarettes out the window all the time but never a situation like this where it comes back in,” Chase said. “This guy was lucky.”

Um…how exactly was he lucky? His SUV has been incinerated, plus he’s going to be charged with littering…

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"I’m not very good with…confrontation…"

Someone was wrong yesterday.

She doesn’t read my blog, but I’m not going to say who it was anyway. Just know that she is someone I interact with on a regular basis, and that her being wrong affected not only herself, but her colleagues and two other groups of people.

In trying to get to the root of the matter, I discovered her fault. But she had been hurt by what had happened, so hurt that she didn’t hear what I was saying. I only said it once. Then I backed off.

The whole thing has bothered me on and off ever since. I ended up eating some Chinese food Sean brought home after work (thanks, honey), and then taking a nap until around 9:30. At that point I got up and prepared all my stuff for today, and got online a little, then finally went back to bed. I woke up thinking about it this morning.

I don’t know, what do you do when someone you care about is wrong? How do you fix the situation without betraying them? Do you just take their side and not worry about fixing it?

And on a completely different note…what do you do when you come to the point in a debate where you realize the other person isn’t going to see things your way, and you aren’t going to see things their way? How do you end the debate without making the other person’s opinion seem trivial? I’ve tried saying “It’s time to agree to disagree,” but that doesn’t seem to work.

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Expectations

Emily Mann blogged today about other people’s expectations, and how they affected her outlook on life.

Her post prompted the following comment from me:

I have felt the same way–that everyone expected great things from me, and that nothing I accomplished mattered because it wasn’t the Big Thing.

This unfortunately has caused me to hit several stumbling blocks. I basically have felt many times that I can’t get anywhere near meeting people’s expectations, so I’ve given up. This happened when I went for my mechanical engineering degree (I dropped out after one year), and it happened in many classes in which I should have made As. It hasn’t really happened at work–typically I exceed expectations there–but I feel too “big” for the job I have now, like I’m overqualified for the work I do and that I’m not getting the responsibilities that would help me grow. But I’m having trouble pursuing something different; only recently was I really able to try and sell myself to a prospective employer. In that case, I’d found a challenge that I was desperate to work to meet.

People still expect great things of me, whenever I meet them. I don’t know why. It makes me scared, like I’m going to let them all down. I feel like I haven’t done much with my life, and that right now I’m spinning my wheels. I don’t feel like I know how to achieve what everyone assumes I will achieve.

The fact that you were able to ride people’s expectations into true greatness is something to be applauded. It’s not easy to be a lawyer. I imagine I would have dropped out of pre-law.

Kind of depressing. But I really feel like I have never learned how to try.

When I was little, Mom used to take us to the Living Arts and Science Center in Lexington, Kentucky. One time, we were supposed to make an octopus. I chose to draw Olive Oyl (from Popeye) instead, because I didn’t feel like counting all the way to eight. Another time, when I was older, everyone was making paper airplanes. Instead of trying the new things we were learning about aerodynamics, I just made the same airplane I’d learned how to make years before. Could those have been caused by a subconscious fear of failure…or am I just inherently lazy?

I suppose it’s a good sign that I’m working to correct these flaws. But thinking about all the things I want to accomplish just makes me tired. I’ve been so tired lately.

It would be so easy to just give up.

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Subscribing to Josh Centers = good thing ;D

From today:

See, Dr. Murphy is British. I don’t know why, but whenever I’m around a Brit, I feel like I’m around some sort of parental figure. And in a sense, I guess they are our parents. So when I fall asleep in the guy’s class, I feel like even more of an ass than when I fall asleep in my other classes.

I can hear him thinking, “Tsk, tsk. What sort of lads have we spawned here? No attentiveness nor common courtesy. Pish posh! I say Belvedere, we should ask for our colonies back.”

Ahahaha! :D

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Yet another place to visit when I return to Japan

Asahi is reporting that the National Museum of Art in Osaka has new digs. Sounds like a neat place.

Thanks to its new venue, the National Museum of Art, Osaka, is now as much of a work of art as the Japanese and foreign contemporary masterpieces it houses.

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Visitors enter the museum through a huge, sculpturelike entrance of steel and glass. Although the rest of the museum is located underground, a glass ceiling and open space that let in abundant natural light give the exhibition halls a warm and airy feel.

I haven’t been to Osaka yet, but this is just more impetus to go.

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Newsbits

Like Timbits, but with half the calories.

Here’s a blog about people going into retirement with no savings, and what they are trying to do about it. (Via BoingBoing)

Yahoo News – Oddly Enough: Amazon blames muggles for Harry Potter mixup

“We assure you that howlers have been sent to the muggles responsible for this action and we are investigating the possibility that You-Know-Who may have been involved,” the company said in a subsequent apology email to customers on Thursday.

You’ve gotta watch out for He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named. Fortunately, the Ministry of Magic at least will acknowledge the existence of…Thingy…now.

;>

Japan Today: Rules revised to let foreign students teach languages in Japan

I hate Japan Today’s flash ads.

Japan Today: Resident certificates to be issued via convenience stores

No, I really hate them.

The new service will become possible if convenience stores adopt measures to protect personal information and connect their copiers with certificate issuing machines at government offices via the Internet.

Do you think the U.S. would ever put that much faith in convenience stores? (You never know; Costco sells coffins, after all.)

Japan Today: Court accepts priest’s touching of girl’s breasts as ‘religious activity’

Yes, I’m sure it was a very religious experience. (This reminds me of what happened to one of the characters in the novel Christy by Catherine Marshall. I always loved that book, but I always wondered exactly how Christy figured out what was happening to that character…did she have experience? ;P)

And finally, Mainichi’s WaiWai: Close-minded tourists slam Japan!

Common complaints about Japan’s most repulsive tourist lurks were that they attracted huge crowds, involved enormous expense and never lived up to expectations. Nowhere was this better exemplified than Kyoto, the most plugged place in a country where crass and class are pronounced the same and a city that proves such annunciation an actuality.

Uh…yeah.

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A thought about blog frontpage design

Will and I were discussing blog frontpages yesterday. He was saying he was thinking of changing one of his blogs to a one post-a-day, one post on the front page format. That way there would be no “context” that might detract from whatever post was made on that day.

I, on the other hand, am worried about posts that were made a day or two ago that I still consider interesting, and that I was hoping people would comment on. I post so much that my stuff keeps getting bumped off the main page, and casual readers, who might not visit frequently or subscribe to the RSS feed/email, might not see everything. I think I have changed my mind about using a clip blog, simply because I want to treat all of my posts equally on the site.

Today I thought of a solution that would be great, if I could get it to work in WordPress.

Many blogs have a “recent entries” section in their sidebar–it’s built into Blogger’s templates now. I never had a use for such a thing, but I’ve been thinking that something similar might be effective. Basically, what I would like to do is have all of today’s posts show on the front page, either the full post or an excerpt, plus the number of comments. (Ideally it would show when the latest comment was posted, and by whom, but I haven’t seen anyone doing that so I don’t know if it’s possible.) After the posts of the day, there would then be the titles of yesterday’s posts (and maybe the day before yesterday’s? the whole week’s?), along with the comment information I just mentioned.

This would let people know if they’d missed posts, plus inform people of any commenting activity, plus not take up too awful much room on the page.

(“Too awful much”…I love that!)

So, that’s my idea. If I can make it work, I think it would be a good choice for my site. Any suggestions would be appreciated, of course.

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Blessings

I’m not normally a huge fan of the “rants” of webcomic authors. The two main exceptions are Penny Arcade, whose rants I devour, and PvP, which occasionally has something that strikes me as brilliant. Otherwise, I’ll only read the rant if it’s right below the comic and I’m bored, or if I’m trying to figure out why in hell the comic hasn’t updated yet ;>

But as I read Chris Baldwin’s reasons for not updating Bruno today, I was touched.

Good lord, i am not batting a thousand lately.

Short story, I got the flu, started on Saturday, and it’s kept up. I’ve missed the last two days of work, lying about in a general usueless state. Somehow I managed to keep Bruno up since then, but not today. Instead, enjoy a picture of a bus.

And dream of travels, to places that remind you of spring, of love, of desire, of happiness. And you may also dream that you dont have to take the bus to get there.

It’s rough, and unrevised, and there are typos. But somehow…it’s beautiful. That last paragraph, that blessing, it’s just poetic. And the added jibe about buses at the end is comforting in its simple mirth.

It made me realize that we don’t bless each other enough.

So to all of you, I’d like to extend Chris’ blessing, and one of my own: May you find comfort, and family, and home, in unexpected and delightful places.

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Biking makes me feel better

Yesterday I didn’t want to come to work. I’d felt that way since the previous night. Stayed up too late, in fact; I probably subconsciously was hoping I’d be too tired to make it in. But I had to be here, because Robert’s in Boston for the rest of the week, and no one else is available this early in the morning. So…I rode my bike.

Biking gave me the energy to stay at work and even to be cheerful.

This morning, while my feeling of not wanting to come to work wasn’t as great, I still would rather have stayed in bed. When I started to ride, it was cold, and the wind seemed to cut right through my jacket. I wondered if I should turn around, take my bike back upstairs, change, and just drive.

But I didn’t.

I rode, and as I rode my body warmed itself. I had the bike in 2nd and 3rd gear for most of the ride…which means my legs are getting stronger. I felt comfortable, and I was never really winded, and the cool morning air sharpened my senses. Right now my earlobes are so stiff it feels like I’m wearing heavy earrings ;>

But I feel good. I’m glad I biked, yesterday and today. I hope the weather permits me to do so tomorrow, too…and next week, and the week after that….

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