Bill Hunt, get out of my head

After all my bitching and moaning about getting these films on DVD over the years… my occasional tantrums and frequent soap box proclamations… am I finally a happy Star Wars fan? You know, I don’t even know what the words “happy Star Wars fan” mean anymore. But am I secretly giddy that I finally have these films on DVD? Yeah, I am. I hate myself a little for it, but such is the curse of Star Wars geeks everywhere. No matter how angry and jaded I get, I still get chills when that logo crashes across my screen and that familiar John Williams fanfare blares over my speakers. Yeah, I got a bit of the goosebumps when I found out that Episode III was going to be called Revenge of the Sith. And yeah, I’ll go to whatever crap movie the Episode III teaser trailer is attached to just for a couple minutes of eXtreme geek-out time. Don’t even try to pretend that a lot of you don’t feel the exact same way. We’re a pretty pathetic bunch aren’t we?

Yes, yes we are.

(Apparently “1138” was the code for the Prequel DVDs’ Easter eggs too…I didn’t know this, as I don’t own them. Such is life :>)

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Awesome Star Wars DVD Easter egg

Check this out. The code to get the blooper reel is 1138!

This Star Wars nerd couldn’t be happier.

…well, I could, if they were releasing the original unedited trilogy…but still! 1138! :D

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More on education

Some of the thinkers over on Luke’s blog pointed out that specialization is actually crippling in today’s world of fluid careers and multiple proficiencies, and that a base holistic education is crucial for adaptability in jobs.

I do not disagree with this. I do believe that the base holistic education should be acquired earlier than college, though. I also think we could learn more about a profession by apprenticing to a mentor in one year than we currently do attending lectures for four. In effect, I want to streamline the educational system, root out the redundancy and inefficiencies, and, while we’re at it, toss out the people who aren’t actually interested in bettering themselves. I believe that a community-based system of targeted learning would meet these goals.

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Accountability in education

The following was inspired by Luke’s recent post about laptops in the classroom, and appears as a comment on his site. I’ve reproduced it here because I don’t think I’ve gone into my “education theory” at this much length before.


I believe the Roman-style classroom lecture system has been outdated since it was implemented. That is, I don’t think it’s at all useful, and should be abandoned entirely.

I have been pondering for years the problem of making education systems educational. It is too easy for people to slack off, pass without learning anything, and graduate with the same degree as a person who actually did learn a thing or two. Nobody is watching students individually. Nobody knows them personally. Guidance counselors are as close as we get, and in my experience they have too much on their plate to get to know each student. They may know them all in passing, but they’re not keeping tabs. There’s no time for that.

We are not guaranteeing, in grammar school, secondary school, or our university system, that anyone is learning anything. And what is happening is that people aren’t learning anything.

I truly believe that a big part of the reason is lack of pressure to learn. There is plenty of pressure to get a degree, but there is virtually no pressure to take this knowledge with you into the world. Our society doesn’t check up on people enough. In valuing our independence, in staking our claims as “individuals” who are “more than numbers”, we actually relegate ourselves to number status, in that we all refuse to be bound by people’s expectations. We are uninteresting, no more than our name and SSN on paper. We choose slacking as our expression of independence, and give up that individuality we supposedly crave.

Meanwhile, in other countries, there are rigid systems of education that are successful in using the lecture-style classroom. This is because in those countries, education is not the road to a degree, but the road to a career. The learning doesn’t stop after university. University is just there to give them a head start and a foot in the door. And they make good use of it.

The reason the lecture system doesn’t work for us, then, is that we have a distinct lack of personal motivation and external guidance. But there is another problem.

Nobody knows what they want to do “when they grow up”.

So many of us just get whatever degree we can manage. We hope and pray that somehow the degree will magically lead to a profession we can be happy with. And then we graduate and flounder around lost, because all we knew was the road to the degree.

This, too, is an effect of lack of guidance, I believe.

Children hear “You can do anything you want”, but they aren’t guided to choose anything. They learn procrastination at home from watching their parents, and put off making a choice about their future. It’s a luxury of the United States that our children don’t have to go to work in the family business…but this luxury is crippling, because our minds are the most fertile when we’re young, and that’s when we should be learning the skills we need for our future careers.

What are we learning instead? How to watch TV.

I’ve established that a lack of guidance and accountability is at the root of our educational problems in this country. The solution is more difficult to see. I would first like to say that I do not advocate a governmental department for micromanaging every person and leading them to their career. I believe that this problem, like most problems, should be solved at the local level.

Community. Community bonds bring forth the greatest accountability. You can’t shoot Farmer Jed’s dog and then go sit next to him at church. And you can’t profit from a community you’re a part of without giving back to it somehow.

If there are strong bonds between people, connections that are used to help raise each other up, then people will try their hardest to do their own part–to pay the emotional debt.

How do we apply a sense of community to a college campus, where people come together from all over the world?

The solution I’ve been thinking of involves organizations that specialize in one type of education, a strong sense of belonging and being known not for what’s on paper, but for who you are, and a shift from lectures to discussion sections and, ideally, one-on-one master-apprentice relationships.

Instead of trying to do everything, a school of thought would specialize. It would be located in a city, to ground it in reality. It would be affiliated with some local, non-university entity that actually does work in that field. Students would learn theory and train on the job. The school would also be affiliated with every company in that industry that was interested in affiliating itself with that school, so that additional training could take place via the Internet or by trips out of town, and “networking” within the field could begin early.

General education requirements would be fulfilled at the high school level, or achieved through self-study. We have the Internet. As you said, Luke, use it.

In my ideal situation, a student would have a mentor who worked in the field, and he would learn directly from her. The mentor, and the mentor’s colleagues, would know the student, would spend time with him outside of class, and would chart his progress. The student would feel important, and this would motivate him to do better. Upon graduation, the student could start work with the mentor immediately, or go to one of the other affiliate companies.

I haven’t quite fleshed out how it would all work…but that’s where I am right now. I do believe that if we continue to teach the way we do now, with no true accountability or identity, our nation of dunderheads is going to inspire malice from countries who actually produce thinking minds. In fact, I believe this is already happening. To my mind, bettering ourselves and continuing to learn and grow is our responsibility as citizens. For our privileges of freedom and our very high standard of living, we absolutely must give something back…and yet there are so many who do nothing but feed off the system until they die. This system is critically flawed and will not sustain itself forever.

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Things are looking up in Heather Land

I rectified the situation with my phone number, apparently just in time, and I got a call!!!

Also, tonight I made spaghetti sauce from scratch–thanks for the recipe, Jered–and Sean loved it. Me so happy!!!

Hmm. Bipolar? ;>

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Heather = stupidhead

>_< I just discovered that my phone number is wrong on my online resume, and on my local copy. This means that I’ve sent the wrong number out to all the jobs I’ve applied to recently. I wonder if anyone tried to call me? I feel like such a ditz.

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Modified the right-hand sections a little

Do you like them? *Heather’s blog template poses prettily*

It’s not much, but I was tired of the way the menus looked. I discovered that I could alter the appearance of the Bloglines blogroll using CSS, and I did so. That led to minor adjustments of the other menus, to make everything match.

At some point I want to stick a list of all the webcomics I read over there, but that can wait. (I wonder if there’s an easy way to export from one’s IE Favorites?)

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Holy crap–AP publishes bald-faced lie

I’ve come to expect spin, but this is absolutely inexcusable for an “unbiased” news organization. I had, up until now, assumed that the AP was pretty good at keeping out bias–but then, I’m pretty good at picking out and then ignoring bias whenever I read anything, so I may have ignored quite a bit and not remembered it.

In any case, bias is one thing…an unavoidable thing, it seems. Lying outright, however, is obviously not unavoidable, and it certainly isn’t understandable.

What is really damning about this is the fact that they edited the article without apparently writing a retraction, or mentioning the edit at all. Their lie was public just long enough to be picked up by a dozen other news sources, and now it’s probably filtering down into the public consciousness. A retraction at a later point will do no good. It feels like a carefully-crafted step in a smear campaign. If they could have gotten away with the fallacy, great; otherwise, they can just leave it out there long enough to sow suspicion, and hold off on a retraction, because as we all know no one reads retractions anyway.

Here’s one interesting thing…if you look at the article as it appears on AP’s website, you’ll see the list of related articles below it. Check out these two names.

Bush Offers Best Wishes for Clinton

Kerry Offers Best Wishes to Ailing Clinton

If you just saw the first title by itself, you wouldn’t necessarily realize that Clinton was in for bypass surgery, would you? Or that anything in particular was wrong. You’d just think that Bush was sending some kind of “wishes” to his predecessor. But if you see the Kerry title, you immediately know that Kerry is being big-hearted and sending best wishes to a sick friend. The lack of the word “ailing” in the Bush title takes away a sense of importance, while its presence in the Kerry title adds importance.

Also, check out the prepositions. Bush seems to be offering wishes “for” Clinton–that is, not directly to him, just in general. But Kerry is sending his best wishes right “to” Clinton. Why the difference in wording, when the two men did the exact same thing (offered “best wishes” during a campaign rally)?

Do people who don’t study language and writing notice things like this?

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I want to write something.

Sometimes I just get in the mood to write a story of some sort. I’m in that mood right now. I don’t really know what to write, though, and I’d prefer to write something with someone else, like the group posts of old.

I guess I’ll poll my friends and see who wants to do something.

Then there’s the question of what exactly we’ll do…

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A new (to me) blog; plus, criticism and journalism

You may have noticed the new blog in my blogroll. I’m not reading Luke’s stuff because I necessarily agree with him, although I do find myself doing so at times, but because he’s thoughtful and damn good at expressing himself. (I also love his use of italics and bold face, for some reason.)

He recently wrote about the folly of pretending to be unbiased, and I truly enjoyed his thoughts.

It’s now obvious in my own life that critical objectivity is impossible. I can’t review something solely on its merits, there are millions of arbitrary, personal-preference type filtering media that any piece of literature or film or art have to pass through before lodging somewhere in my love/hate cortex. This explains many things that had long been mysteries to me.

Why Roger Ebert liked Benji: Off the Leash, for example.

I’ve touched on the problems with journalism–specifically, that its “objectivity” loses credibility due to advertising. Luke, however, goes in a completely different direction: he states that pretended objectivity itself is the culprit. While his article was mostly targeted towards criticism, he includes an interesting aside:

America is the only nation I can think of where journalists are expected to be objective. This is silly and ultimately dangerous. […] Impartiality and journalism are so often placed in tandem that they’ve become synonymous with each other. “The narrator’s style is so passive it’s almost journalistic”–meaning unbiased, without commentary. The truth. This is patently untrue in most cases.

I had a lot of fun with the latter part of Luke’s piece, which presents a LiveJournal-esque version of Ebert’s review of Benji: Off the Leash. I giggled.

An interesting guy with interesting thoughts. Read him.

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Picking a President

I originally posted this as a comment on my friend Ed’s blog, but I figured I’d immortalize it here.


Kerry is a fantastic speaker. I watched one of his speeches on television, and kept finding myself nodding and thinking, “Wow, this is great!”

It was only later, after it was over, that I started thinking about what he actually said. And the truth was–to me, at least–that what he was saying made no sense.

It was all idealism, untested, hypothetical situations about how he would make America better for minorities. A lot of it, on later reckoning, didn’t compute at all.

It was just that he spoke so well.

George Bush can’t speak to save his life. He’s better in one-on-one situations, where he can be casual and random, but even then he slips up. A lot of what he says is rhetoric, too, black and white rhetoric about how we must stop the enemy. He took this rhetoric way too far when he went after gay marriage.

I have never thought, “Yay, Bush!” I have thought it was better to have Bush in there than Gore. And I think it will be better to have Bush in there than Kerry, too.

The truth is that I haven’t been excited about a candidate since the 1996 Republican preliminaries, when Alan Keyes caught my attention. (I don’t even know if I agree with him now, but back then I thought he was amazing. Steadfast, opinionated, and a fabulous orator.)

But I do think that Bush has a proven track record of not backing down, even when it looks like he’s wrong…and Kerry has a proven track record of backing off or completely changing his mind based on any scrutiny, from within or from without. That is a dangerous characteristic for a President. Do we really want someone in office who can be so easily swayed?

Those are my opinions. I suggest ignoring the protestors, heck, ignore all the members of the political parties except the candidates. Listen to what they have to say and think about what they stand for and how they’ve behaved in the past.

Then pick the lesser of two evils.

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BSSM 46

I discovered that I’d mislabeled a post about BSSM 44 as BSSM 47. So I fixed it.

That sentence is there as filler in case you scanned through but didn’t really want to read the spoilers. I’m probably going to stop doing spoiler warnings, though.

This episode was fantastic. I burst into tears–twice!

Makoto–who was alive, by the way–finally had her moment of revelation. Minako, ironically, was the one to lead her there, but Makoto didn’t quite get it until she found Motoki sprawled on the street, life-force drained almost to nothing by Metallia’s strange youma. “My powers awakened…not because I was alone, but because I wasn’t alone.” And she clutched his hand as I sobbed into mine.

Artemis cried at Minako, “Live! I want you to live!”

And finally…as she realized that she did want to live, and not just as Venus but as Aino Minako…she transformed, glowing, bright gold, her powers complete. I bawled.

So many other great things, though the above are the best.

Mamoru slumped to the ground, as his picture appeared fully in the painting–marking his death?–and Jadeite looked on, his dispassionate mask finally crumbling.

Luna told Usagi everyone’s decision to fight without her…but then she came, at the end, when they finally knew that they couldn’t fight without her…and together they decimated the youma.

The Princess’ power was harnessed, not to feed the youma, but to send life-force back to its victims. (With the youma gone, is Metallia’s connection to the Princess completely severed?)

And finally…the Sailor Team, minus Usagi, strode confidently together down a cobbled stone street, and Ami paused, looked back, and said, “Usagi-chan…” A team, yes, but not quite complete.

It was beautiful. It was all so beautiful.

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Dreams

I had a weird dream last night, and I meant to write it down earlier, but I didn’t have time. (Then I forgot.) So here it is.

Sean and I were in downtown Lexington, Kentucky. Except it was a little different. All the buildings had the rule that you had to take your shoes off while inside–much like Japan, but there weren’t any slippers to wear. It was also the middle of winter, and there was snow and ice all over. I was downtown for some reason I can’t remember, though I think it probably had something to do with finding a new job, because I felt really guilty about being late for work. As I was wandering around, I lost track of Sean, and so I kept running from building to building, barefoot in the snow. It was sort of exhilirating, and definitely cold :> Finally I found him again and we were able to leave.

All I can think now is that Sean would really be annoyed by having to take his shoes off all the time.

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Duck Guardian is so hard!

1 lap around complex (walking)

Stairclimber: 8 min

Crunches: 50

Lats (each side): 30

Obliques (each side): 30

Back raises: 20

Wuss pushups: 10

Outside inner thigh (each side): 30

Inside inner thigh (each side): 30

Side leg lifts (each side): 30

Scissor kicks: 20

Glutes (each side): 30

Calf raises: 30

I also did some nice stretching. After that and a hot shower, I’m feeling pretty good. Eating some Lucky Charms at the moment; I had a vitamin and a calcium tablet before my workout.

Some bad news: I’m going to put off getting my bike, and we’re also going to put off getting a needed bookshelf, so that we can go to AWA. We’re both tired of not going to AWA. However, it’s disappointing that we won’t have much money to spend in the dealer room. :(

Randomness:

[06:27:18] * Now talking in #amrn

[06:27:18] * Topic is ‘<Z_Archer> Duck Guardian is so hard! <Foss> Does that mean ‘Take off your pants’? <COSLeia> AND I’LL FORM THE HEAD’

[06:27:18] * Set by COSLeia on Tue Aug 31 18:18:13

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